Variances apply within the same race.

I'm only 1|4 Irish

but 1|4 Dutch, Scottish, French, German, English, and Native American indian.

I feel sorry for my grandma.  Not only was her last name Barber, but she had Native American indian and no German.

If I'm 1|2 Chinese

not looking for any particular type since they migrate around so much supposedly ... does that make me like a cross between totally different looking dogs?  What makes dogs different is their sizes.

Meg Ryan

January 2006 she adopted a Chinese girl. Her son, born 1992, is cute, as well.

Olivia Newton-John's Daughter

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENjbUoh6ddg
2:17

Her daughter sings very nicely! She should be Dorothy in a new version of The Wizard of Oz. Tim Burton could do it. That's what I've been saying.

Asian versus African

Africans sometimes connect to white more than to Asian.

Skin

There was this nice African American lady next to me at the store when I was getting chicken.  I looked at this picture up at http://disneyworld.disney.go.com/.  I was thinking it's nice when African Americans look healthy with skin more in the middle of black and tan.  My skin is in the middle of white and tan.  It feels like the same thing.

We're going to MGM at Disney World today.

My mom and I are going.  My dad isn't taking a day off.  He never does when we go.  I wonder when he will use his vacation days.  He takes me to the doctor, which now is about once every 2-3 months.  I get my blood tests with him, too, for my cholesterol and vitamin D.

I just take whatever comes out of the toy machine.

I love my family.

Did you ever know when you think something is about you it isn't, and vice versa?

The boys working at the grocery store

were nice to me.  I usually am with my parents.

Disturbed

I get disturbed by how much people know about me on Facebook, so I withdrew from it.  It's there if anyone wants to do proper communication.

I hate people sending messages indirectly, like why did you type this compared to maybe what they know about people including you.  People make it a special duty to pick on me because they think I must be bad.  But, at the grocery store, people were pretty nice to me.  I needed money to get something my mom wanted, and the cashier was frustrated.  She didn't say hi, and when the bagger boy did she looked funny at him.  She didn't get mad at my mom when she was there.

The computer turned off

right after I said that.

It's raining, again.

Theater

I wanted to but never watch any plays here in Orlando.  I saw one at Loyola at a small theater, a Shakespeare play, as opposed to the cheery musical I saw with my mom at my college up north for Katrina.

Star Search Casting

I still didn't get the money in the mail, $500 from each one early.  It's been a few weeks for the first one.

I saw ads that people who don't look especially different but maybe had blonde hair got multiple offers starting out.  Never heard of one someone did as the story yet.  I just added more to my resume.

Resent Music

I resent it now.  That's why I don't do it.  It was a big part of my life, like Charlotte Church.

Dance? Is a lot of unnecessary work.

I also don't think you need to be in theater.  It seems like something to pass time in grade school.  D:

I started working out, and now things are going well.  I always wanted to do softball.  But, I guess I did end up torturing myself running.

What I kind of stand for is doing what you need to do.  Like, I was glad to take art my first two years of high school.

If you wanna be famous or just live life for fun, I would think you wouldn't do much.  I could stand for just being in the drama club and not doing any outside activities.

2 Modeling Jobs

I got 2 modeling jobs for a total of $7300.

The Gatorade is making me feel better.

I have more energy.  Also, I have sweets for when I wake up and feel low on sugar.  My family doesn't drink coffee nor alcohol, but I know my dad's mom and 2 sisters drink coffee every morning.  Only the older of the sisters drink alcohol.  The other only drinks a little.